So back when you were fifteen, we used to wrestle, and I'd pin you down and tell you it was for your own good, that I wasn't going to let you go cause you had to know how to get out of it yourself--back then?
You told me that you'd saved me, that you'd fixed things, put me on the path to being the man you'd always looked up to; the right path. Remember saying that?
Well you were wrong. You thought you'd made it right, but you were wrong. You should have left me dead.
I never said that I didn't fuck it up! I've made mistakes, Nathan, tried to fix them more times than I can count and I get it wrong every time and now i'm here. I tried to stop you from going down the same path but I got it wrong. There is no right answer, no way out.
[ And I still saved your life. ]
Punishment comes in all kinds of forms. This is mine.
The only mistake you ever made was being you. You never stopped; you can't.
But if it was me standing in your place, faced with the question of saving the world or still being able to look at myself in the mirror, I wouldn't have your mercy. If the future needed me dead, then that was what you should have done. It's what I'd have done.
Bullshit. I've already made it clear I'm irredeemable, that it doesn't matter how many chances I get to make it different things always go the same way. You still haven't even ruled out the possibility that this whole thing isn't my fault.
So tell me, Pete. Why am I not dead if not for mercy?
That I can agree with. But they say the third time's the charm.
You've done it before. Come on, Peter. Wouldn't the ship be better off without me? Stop you having to follow me around everywhere, terrified I'll have too much power... Make life so much easier.
You think you're the only person I keep tabs on? You're not the only person who's screwed up, Nathan, I don't spend all my time making sure you're not the one with the gun in your hands.
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When'd you start seeing through me? In the future? Years ago?
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You can be more specific, you know.
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Not until you told me the camps were a necessity. Said we were too dangerous, needed to be understood so we could stopped. That i'd be safe.
Stopped having to do with anyone's greater good.
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You told me that you'd saved me, that you'd fixed things, put me on the path to being the man you'd always looked up to; the right path. Remember saying that?
Well you were wrong. You thought you'd made it right, but you were wrong. You should have left me dead.
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[ And I still saved your life. ]
Punishment comes in all kinds of forms. This is mine.
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But if it was me standing in your place, faced with the question of saving the world or still being able to look at myself in the mirror, I wouldn't have your mercy. If the future needed me dead, then that was what you should have done. It's what I'd have done.
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Bullshit. I've already made it clear I'm irredeemable, that it doesn't matter how many chances I get to make it different things always go the same way. You still haven't even ruled out the possibility that this whole thing isn't my fault.
So tell me, Pete. Why am I not dead if not for mercy?
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You've done it before. Come on, Peter. Wouldn't the ship be better off without me? Stop you having to follow me around everywhere, terrified I'll have too much power... Make life so much easier.
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Now you're just making excuses.
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I'm not saying I want you to, I'm saying it's a solution.
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[ So why does he sound like he's smiling? ]
You're still my brother. Doesn't matter how hard you try to pretend otherwise. All my best stories are about you.
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Thing is they're probably the same exact ones.
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[ Maybe harder than he meant to, but he did just offer to let you kill him. ]
I may not have always been the best brother, but I still loved you, Pete.
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Maybe you do. Think my Nathan's forgotten how.
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You gonna go back to making my life hell soon as this conversation's up?
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[ Oh he's definitely teasing. ]
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