[ It's not that Peter would've wanted Nathan to keep up with the hugging - there's always a certain point where it just needs to fade away - but at least it kept the conversation from heading back into the territory of things Peter didn't want to discuss. He was already getting a headache of massive proportions and was busy enough struggling with the concept of space. Amnesia and time travel and losing himself only added to that mix in a way he didn't want to face.
To top it all off, Adam was still a constant, deeply rooted sensation and when Nathan pulled back to look at him, Peter could only stand it for so long before he looked back at Izzie. She didn't expect anything from him; wasn't looking for him to be anyone he didn't know how to be, or for apologies he didn't know how to give. He could look at her without pathetically falling apart.
He didn't need to be pathetic to top the day off. Move on, get over it; it didn't happen. But that was only part of it. ]
Like what, why the hell we're in space? Why you think i'm from the future, why I ended up with amnesia all over again? Why I had to be the one that Adam used? [ He looked back to his brother miserably, wanting to hit the pause button. To just make it all stop. ] Don't tell me that they're questions you've actually got answers to. And you know what, I think i've lost track of anything I wanted to ask. They're all... blurred together and I just- I don't understand what's happening. But that's nothing new anymore.
I was left in the dark for months. [ He wasn't upset with Nathan, not at all. He was just.. upset. Frustrated that this was where he'd ended up. Pulling his coffee mug closer, at least it was still pleasantly warm, and instead of distraught, Peter tries for sardonic. ] If I could handle Ireland, then I can cope with space.
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To top it all off, Adam was still a constant, deeply rooted sensation and when Nathan pulled back to look at him, Peter could only stand it for so long before he looked back at Izzie. She didn't expect anything from him; wasn't looking for him to be anyone he didn't know how to be, or for apologies he didn't know how to give. He could look at her without pathetically falling apart.
He didn't need to be pathetic to top the day off. Move on, get over it; it didn't happen. But that was only part of it. ]
Like what, why the hell we're in space? Why you think i'm from the future, why I ended up with amnesia all over again? Why I had to be the one that Adam used? [ He looked back to his brother miserably, wanting to hit the pause button. To just make it all stop. ] Don't tell me that they're questions you've actually got answers to. And you know what, I think i've lost track of anything I wanted to ask. They're all... blurred together and I just- I don't understand what's happening. But that's nothing new anymore.
I was left in the dark for months. [ He wasn't upset with Nathan, not at all. He was just.. upset. Frustrated that this was where he'd ended up. Pulling his coffee mug closer, at least it was still pleasantly warm, and instead of distraught, Peter tries for sardonic. ] If I could handle Ireland, then I can cope with space.